Here we are on day 50 of the Year of Love and already, I have seen a lot of improvements in myself and the way I treat my wife and son. I’m by no means perfect (or even what I would consider “great”), but there are changes being made.
I’ve noticed that even when Ashley and I fight, I find myself thinking “I love her” even as I’m angry and it cools me down some. I haven’t been staying as angry for as long and it’s easier for me to calm down. I haven’t been completely flying off the handle over unimportant things, either.
Over the past couple of weeks, I’ve found myself thinking more like I did when Ashley and I were dating. I like doing things that make her happy (that has never changed) and I have been figuring out more ways to do so.
So thank you to those of you who have been praying for us. I ask that you don’t stop, since I still need a lot of help with all this. While I’m not ready to talk about it in detail, there has also been a recent sliver of hope in another part of our life and I would like to ask for prayer in that area as well.
Thank you, again.